|Song: Ode to Viceroy|
|Artist: Mac Demarco|
|Played: 28,585 times.|
Think about how fast he snitched tho
this kid really wanted to buy weed from me
Thank you. I can always count on the friends of the foot. Love you guys.
|Song: Gouge Away|
|Played: 42 times.|
I have. I’ve been suicidal for almost 10 years now, and I’ve gotten so used to it. I’m just worried that one day I won’t even have the least bit of control over the decision. It’s just jumps at me sometimes like “I think I should kill myself tomorrow.” and I’m okay with it. I guess I’ve just accepted that I’m gonna have to live this way and there’s no reason go freak out about it. I’m just pointing out that it’s become a numb thought, if that makes sense. It just doesn’t scare me anymore like it used to. I think I get rid of emotions too easily and I think that it makes me less animate, or less human. It’s weird to think about.
It doesn’t even scare me in the least bit to contemplate it anymore. It’s seems as easy as trying to make plans to go to the store, I feel nothing over it. I hope I forget about it tomorrow. My memory is shit anyways. I don’t want to die, I just can’t think of any other way to solve my problems and change who I am.